I ran away, now realize I’m in love
My dearest ...
Every time I close my eyes at night, thoughts of you cloud my mind. I know things aren’t right. I wish things could be what they used to be. I now realize that a storm that gathers itself together in the heavens is nothing compared to the storm you created in my heart.
I was so afraid to love, I ran away. And in doing that, sacrificing my happiness...our happiness...and the wonderful life we could have had together. I have come to realize that all I ever wanted was you. You are my everything and without you, I feel like a floundering bird with clipped wings. My love, I would do anything to have you back in my arms.
It’s been a long road for me to finally reach the depths of my emotions and feelings that I needed to face. I feel a fire in my heart that I have never known before. Even now, as we are apart, I feel my love burning an eternal flame for you. I know now that I need you in my life. I need you and I love you with all my heart and soul.
My heart aches so, in longing for you. There was a time you loved me. Do you still love me enough to share our lives together? Can you ever forgive me for running away? I ask you to please take my hand and come back to me...I will cherish you and love you forever.
Loving you eternally,