My fears - Please be patient
When you entered my life it was the best thing that happened to me. I think about you every minute of every day. Loving you is truly the greatest feeling I have ever experienced.
I feel so much love and warmth from you, yet every once in a while my old insecurities crop up; the fear of being hurt. I can be thinking to myself, ’’I love you so much,’’ yet what I hear myself saying is, ’’do you really love me?’’ It’s those old fears and insecurities getting in the way. Please forgive me for the negative words you’ve heard me say.
You are still the same wonderful person that I have fallen in love with. I didn’t know what I was missing until you entered my life. You are my today, my tomorrow...you are my life. I love you with my whole heart. I know I have to learn to trust you with my heart just as you trust me with yours. That is something I want very much and I ask you to please be patient with me...don’t give up on me. I know with your love, I can learn to trust again.
Loving you always,