When we’re apart my fears arise
Loving you fills my heart with joy. You are my first breath in the morning and you fill my thoughts throughout the day. With you, I feel alive. You are my closest friend, my love and my life. My love grows for you more each passing day.
When we are apart, I miss you dreadfully. It’s at these times I lie awake and my fears begin to arise; fears of losing your love. It is more than I can bear. I know that I must suppress these thoughts and, instead, linger on the wonderful moments we have shared together. Being comforted by memories of the warmth of your arms, where I feel so safe, feeling the assuredness of our love together.
How is it that love is so beautiful and yet at the same time so frightening? Protecting our hearts from those we feel most vulnerable to, is an instinct that is so powerful to overcome. More than anything, I want to be in your arms forever. In time, with your love, I know that I will be able to overcome all. Thank you for standing by me. Thank you for your patience. I love you more than words can say.
Loving you always,