Asking your understanding
I know things have been real crazy this last while and I am saddened to see that it has eventually come to this. Though it may not appear like it these days, I want you to know just how special you really are to me. Even with my world currently turned upside down, I still think about you so often. Thoughts of you give a warm glow to my heart, just at the moments I seem to really need it, and that makes me smile. People look at me a bit suspiciously when they see this big smile on my face, but that only makes me smile all the more! Without even knowing it, __(name)__, you bring little moments of happiness to my days.
The pressure I am under in my life right now has occupied so much of my time that I have not been able to give our relationship the time and care that it deserves. Stress has a way of impacting us in ways that are not always desirable. I know I have said some things that I didn’t mean and I know you have felt very neglected. I am sorry I have hurt you and I want you to know that I never meant to direct my stress at you.
I just need a little help from you at this critical time in my life. I am asking you to try to understand what I am going through and why I am going through it. It is really important for me to see this through to the end because __(describe why it’s important to do this)__.
The pressure I am under will soon pass and I am really looking forward to that day when I will be able to focus my time on making you happy. In the meantime, I hope that you can find it in your heart to understand my situation and recognize that sometimes the stress makes me act a bit crazy. I care for you so much and I look forward to building a wonderful relationship with you. I only hope that the feelings we share together are strong enough to help us through this and other difficult times we will experience in our life together.
You mean the world to me, despite everything that has happened between us.
All my love,