Our Pregnancy causing distance
Today I want to reach out to you to tell you how much I love you. Sometimes we find our pregnancy testing the strength of our love. As my body goes through this metamorphous.. changing daily, it has my emotions running high and low all at the same time. I know that some days you must wonder who I am.. for some days I even wonder who I am. I am very grateful the changes to my body and emotions are only temporary.
I have felt that throughout our pregnancy there has been a bit of distance growing between us. Thankfully, at these times I am always reminded that it is the beautiful love we share that has conceived this precious baby of ours. And then I am reminded that you are my friend, my shoulder to lean on, my strength and the foundation of my happiness. I know down deep we still have that incredible love in our hearts that brought us together.. we just haven`t shared it for a while. Recently, I find myself really missing you.
It seems so long since we`ve shared precious moments together. Oh how I long to be in your arms again, in that wonderful warm and special place. Do you remember how you used to look at me before you`d take me in your arms and kiss me so passionately? It sends shivers up me just thinking about it! You would touch me so tenderly. My eyes grow misty as I reminisce about how deeply we really do care about each other.
Today I want to tell you that if I had it all to do over again, I would not want anyone else but you to share my life with. I just miss you, sweetheart.. I long for your touch and your precious whispers of love in my ear. My heart is aching for you. I want you, I need you and I love you with all my heart!
Thank you for your patience and understanding during our pregnancy and thank you for sharing your life and your love with me.
Your loving wife,